Not paying bills
-You know you’ll be ok, but you still feel awful.
-You know people love you, but it doesn’t feel like they do.
-You know doing something will make you feel better, but you just don’t know how to.
-You want to be well, but you just can’t seem to get there.
I’m sorry I’ve mistreated
And I’m sorry I’ve cried so hard
Wishing you weren’t
I’m sorry for the obsessive body checks
And I’m sorry that I bullied you and
Deprived you of all you deserved
I’m sorry that I’ve punched
Pulled at you
All you ever do is carry me through